今天我要读书！！！
刚刚洗了厕所~怀念宿舍的厕所~
因为比较小，也比较容易洗
家里的~~~地很难擦
手不知是不是太用力，现在硬邦邦了
我要读书！！！
加油！无论如何，都要笑着面对！

14/10--leisure mall--the fierce wife

好的~原本懒惰去leisure mall见隋唐的，
但是，还是去了
有游戏环节的时候，
我心里暗想-我一定要上台去
不知道那天是什么回事，有一定要的想法
哈哈~可能是缘份吧~
上台，对着不熟悉的男人说着挽留的台词
超怪~！
之后，入围了
能够和明星们近距离接触，
看着每次在荧幕出现的人，就这样活生生的站在你面前
感觉很奇妙
哈哈
好的，说了台词，温升豪说接受
娃哈哈哈
还是第一次被明星男人轻抱
就这样--赢得了两张免费的戏票
我要跟谁看？
第一个人出现的。。。是你
打给你，你说你没回来吉隆坡
就算你上个星期回来，你也没有要找我的想法
我和你真的彻底结束？
哈哈~我还期望什么？
至少你不再是冷淡的急于挂掉
第二个人--在忙~
最后，放弃~
唉~
该努力读书，努力生活！三年后，会出现的！

I've lost myself in these two months,
I forgot what is my target and keep doing things that is wasting my time
I've lost two months time
What am I doing?
I've been limiting the hours of my time in front of the computer in the past six months
but now i choose to sit in front of the computer for the whole day
I regret that I have chosen the wrong thing,I've made wrong decision
I'm regretting on taking the English course,but what can I do?
Money was paid for the whole course
All I had to do is continue in it.

Next,I joined Amway
Not accepted by parents,no,i should say not accepted by mum
it will be a tough way for me
but all I hope is that i can persist till the end.
Thanks mying for being my driver,for fetching me without mumbling
for giving support with sincere
and sorry for not showing the expression the thought to you.
I'm trying my best.
BE happy,Think positively.
But,if there is an Angel,there will be a Demon.
It depends on how you are going to balance it.
.^^.

Feelings

yeah,now working at power english centre
she gets angry again.]
i look at the students,waiting to call their parents
i wanted to cry,i don't know why
but the feelings just appeared
haih,but she really said nothing wrong
i saw one of the essays,it was poor
out of vocabulary
my english is sucks too
and my self-determination is weak
i have no stamina to complete or persist to do something
what a failure
i always get angry on myself..
yeah,lack of confidence
i admit it
it has been one year since we broke up
memories still filled up my mind
even though i'm just walking in a night market
not that i haven't let her go
it just memories that treasure in my deep heart
somehow,i wish to leave here and let my mind take a rest
urge is never fulfill
u will be craving more
this is what a man is except for gods of course.

Someone spoilt my mood and that was my mother

we talked about going to the curve yesterday night

and she agreed that we go

but today,what she did was yell!

:isn't sister wanted to go to the curve?

everyone in this house is waiting for your command

but still u havent prepared anything and gave sister a scold?!

u should have informed sister that you aren't going

everyone is waiting for you

and you just gave a scold to sister and father

how could you treat your husband in such a way!

how can you scolded him when he did nothing wrong?!

how can you scolded him when he didn't know what is going on?

FFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFF!!!!!

somehow i just dreamt of left this house without leaving any message

i think before to live in my friend's house or go to her house to stay for a moment

but how could i do that to hurt my family

in this life u can't just live by your own

you have to think of many things

all kinds of relationship,money,all kinds of stuff

what a FFking feelings i had!

听着那段录音，

泪流了下来

我真的是个感性的人吗？

可是，整个情绪被那段录音给操控着了。

猪头
生日快乐
这是我第一次愿意着手去做蛋糕
虽然只是买材料然后铺在蛋糕上面
但，我还是失败了
够力笨蛋
嗯
谢谢你的陪伴
我很安心