Friday, October 19, 2012

今天我要读书!!!
刚刚洗了厕所~怀念宿舍的厕所~
因为比较小,也比较容易洗
家里的~~~地很难擦
手不知是不是太用力,现在硬邦邦了
我要读书!!!
加油!无论如何,都要笑着面对!

Thursday, October 18, 2012

14/10--leisure mall--the fierce wife











好的~原本懒惰去leisure mall见隋唐的,
但是,还是去了
有游戏环节的时候,
我心里暗想-我一定要上台去
不知道那天是什么回事,有一定要的想法
哈哈~可能是缘份吧~
上台,对着不熟悉的男人说着挽留的台词
超怪~!
之后,入围了
能够和明星们近距离接触,
看着每次在荧幕出现的人,就这样活生生的站在你面前
感觉很奇妙
哈哈
好的,说了台词,温升豪说接受
娃哈哈哈
还是第一次被明星男人轻抱
就这样--赢得了两张免费的戏票
我要跟谁看?
第一个人出现的。。。是你
打给你,你说你没回来吉隆坡
就算你上个星期回来,你也没有要找我的想法
我和你真的彻底结束?
哈哈~我还期望什么?
至少你不再是冷淡的急于挂掉
第二个人--在忙~
最后,放弃~
唉~
该努力读书,努力生活!三年后,会出现的!

Friday, August 17, 2012

I've lost myself in these two months,
I forgot what is my target and keep doing things that is wasting my time
I've lost two months time
What am I doing?
I've been limiting the hours of my time in front of the computer in the past six months
but now i choose to sit in front of the computer for the whole day
I regret that I have chosen the wrong thing,I've made wrong decision
I'm regretting on taking the English course,but what can I do?
Money was paid for the whole course
All I had to do is continue in it.

Next,I joined Amway
Not accepted by parents,no,i should say not accepted by mum
it will be a tough way for me
but all I hope is that i can persist till the end.
Thanks mying for being my driver,for fetching me without mumbling
for giving support with sincere
and sorry for not showing the expression the thought to you.
I'm trying my best.
BE happy,Think positively.
But,if there is an Angel,there will be a Demon.
It depends on how you are going to balance it.
.^^.



Friday, May 25, 2012

Feelings

yeah,now working at power english centre
she gets angry again.]
i look at the students,waiting to call their parents
i wanted to cry,i don't know why
but the feelings just appeared
haih,but she really said nothing wrong
i saw one of the essays,it was poor
out of vocabulary
my english is sucks too
and my self-determination is weak
i have no stamina to complete or persist to do something
what a failure
i always get angry on myself..
yeah,lack of confidence
i admit it
it has been one year since we broke up
memories still filled up my mind
even though i'm just walking in a night market
not that i haven't let her go
it just memories that treasure in my deep heart
somehow,i wish to leave here and let my mind take a rest
urge is never fulfill
u will be craving more
this is what a man is except for gods of course.

Saturday, April 7, 2012

Someone spoilt my mood and that was my mother
we talked about going to the curve yesterday night
and she agreed that we go
but today,what she did was yell!
:isn't sister wanted to go to the curve?
everyone in this house is waiting for your command
but still u havent prepared anything and gave sister a scold?!
u should have informed sister that you aren't going
everyone is waiting for you
and you just gave a scold to sister and father
how could you treat your husband in such a way!
how can you scolded him when he did nothing wrong?!
how can you scolded him when he didn't know what is going on?
FFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFF!!!!!
somehow i just dreamt of left this house without leaving any message
i think before to live in my friend's house or go to her house to stay for a moment
but how could i do that to hurt my family
in this life u can't just live by your own
you have to think of many things
all kinds of relationship,money,all kinds of stuff
what a FFking feelings i had!

Tuesday, March 27, 2012

听着那段录音,
泪流了下来
我真的是个感性的人吗?
可是,整个情绪被那段录音给操控着了。

Friday, January 13, 2012






















猪头
生日快乐
这是我第一次愿意着手去做蛋糕
虽然只是买材料然后铺在蛋糕上面
但,我还是失败了
够力笨蛋
嗯
谢谢你的陪伴
我很安心
忽然又想起和他的事
泪又出来了
哈哈
我真傻
猪头饼
那天和你妈通话
你妈问我要不要去她的学院读书
哈哈
若情况没变我的答案还是会坚决地拒绝吧
笨蛋
我是想你了啊
可,再也回不去了不是吗?
呵呵
尽量把自己抛得远远
尽情地忙着
如果有机会
我宁愿天天加班
呵呵

或许我真的不够好吧

Sunday, January 1, 2012

01.01.2012

A WHOLE NEW LIFE!!!

REACHED SG.WANG AT 1PM AND MET PUIYU,SIEW CHING,WAN ER,LOKYEE
WENT TO FARENHEIT AND LOOK FOR HUIYING WHO WORK AT 2ND FLOOR
THEN WENT TO PAVILLION TO BUY YING HUA'S BIRTHDAY PRESENT
WE PLAN TO BUY A WATCH FOR HER AT FIRST
BUT IT WAS TOO EXPENSIVE FOR US TO AFFORD
THEN WE BUY A BIKINI SET FOR HER AS PRESENT
WAHAHAHAHA,,
I BUY A PAIR OF SHOES and PUI YU ALSO BOUGHT THE SAME AS MINE
COUPLE SHOES..HAHA
THEN,WE TAKE A LRT TO PANDAN JAYA AND WAIT FOR ANENG TO FETCH US
we have our dinner at YULEK
and we have steamboat!!!haha..my favourite
then we went to teacher's hse to take a bath as we are too smelly!!
we went to overtime then,which is near pandan jaya
the girl who sings in the bands was pretty and nice,with a pretty sound too
wow~i was attracted by her~hahaha



那天晚上,我发了个信息给她问她是不是就真的没有了
她回答我对不起。
一切都在2011年里结束吧
至少在2011年的最后一刻
我知道你的答案
我也努力争取我想要的东西
我尽力了,虽然还是失败
但至少我曾经努力、曾经争取
至少我曾经做过一些事
你还是那么任性
还是会跟妈妈吵架
吵架后自己一个人就去马六甲了
真的让人担心
但是,你也是借此机会回去不是吗?
还不懂你吗?
笨蛋~好好的珍惜吧~


2012年了,
还是不敢相信已经是2012年了
不敢相信自己已经是个19岁的女生了
一切都太快了吧
依然怀念那年和你在一起的时候
我不怎么有钱,但却很想买很多东西
或许想发泄吧
刚看到tan的部落各
眼泪又流下
或许感慨、或许遗憾
2011年的我,
到底都做过什么?
我又浪费了一年吗?
悲伤的情绪涌现
这是我不想被人看到的地方
真的很感谢那些陪伴我的朋友
谢谢你们的关心

但是我还是不习惯和朋友买衣服
很害羞~哈哈
那感觉很奇怪
可能习惯了和他出街、和他买衣服
每次他都会自动帮我买衣服、帮我看适合的衣服
因为他知道我不会买衣服、完全不会有距离感
哈哈
可是跟朋友的感觉又不同
不过有一个朋友让我觉得有他陪我买衣服我很安心的感觉
谢谢你,谢谢你们。