Feelings

yeah,now working at power english centre
she gets angry again.]
i look at the students,waiting to call their parents
i wanted to cry,i don't know why
but the feelings just appeared
haih,but she really said nothing wrong
i saw one of the essays,it was poor
out of vocabulary
my english is sucks too
and my self-determination is weak
i have no stamina to complete or persist to do something
what a failure
i always get angry on myself..
yeah,lack of confidence
i admit it
it has been one year since we broke up
memories still filled up my mind
even though i'm just walking in a night market
not that i haven't let her go
it just memories that treasure in my deep heart
somehow,i wish to leave here and let my mind take a rest
urge is never fulfill
u will be craving more
this is what a man is except for gods of course.